Awakening

I've got so many wheels turning in my head at once,

I'm getting anxious.

I want to examine and understand every thought, feeling & reaction,

to the Nth degree.

I've seen how mysticism, Buddhism, Christianity, Judaism, and other

religions can be right simultaneously,

if you seek the truth and consciousness in each one of them.

Ultimately they all have been contaminated in their modern forms,

by the collective human egoistic dysfunction.

But I knew, honestly, deeply, for years, that I could feel, sense,

even at times tap into the One true underlying Life source,

the Oneness of all life-forms that I've been speaking to friends about,

and searching for answers from for so long now.

Now I understand why I've embraced the label of 'backslider,'

and discredited my particular strain of brainwashed Southern Baptist upbringing,

especially since I fell for love & living sweeter with the

always alluring agnostic atheistic angelic Anna.

Long ago I chose to believe in a universal loving higher power,

somewhere radiating between the parallels of Mother Nature, Science,

Love everlasting, the human spirit,

and the beginning & end of all time and space.

SHE is revealing to me, one shining facet at a time.

It is not the god with a capital 'G.'

I wish you Desperation, Awareness, Presence, and Peace beyond all understanding.

Elvis Freaking BuddyChrist

n'm'out